Tuesday, 10 September 2013
THE ROAD I TRAVELLED DID NOT DEFEAT ME
It was a year ago this week that I decided to embark on a journey for a friend. Not only would I end up cycling over 2500 kms during the year but I would also achieve personal goals while meeting fantastic people. The ride was epic in so many ways and I have so many people to thank.
To my family: Thank you for standing by me when I made the decision to take this on. Your love, support and belief in me meant more to me than you will ever know.
To all my friends both near and far: Your messages of support and well wishes will stay with me always. You all had my back and I can never thank you enough.
To my teammates: You were, beyond a shadow of a doubt, exceptional. Never letting me fall behind, always spurring me on. The camaraderie I felt from that first morning will last with me a lifetime! I enjoyed the laughs, the tears, the ribbing and the drinks! I will never forget the "Motel Coconut" and the Tiki Bar!
To Simon: You were my rock on Day 2 of riding. We set a good pace and you made sure we kept to it. You never left me behind and made me laugh most of the time (when we weren't busy swearing at cows, horses and faster riders). I don't think I could have made it up those 3 hills without your cajoling and determination as well as your dedication. I would cycle with you any day - well as long as you yell "Ta Gauche" when you feel the need to pass me!
To Rob: How do you thank someone who not only became a riding partner, a mentor and staunch supporter, but also a dear friend? When I decided to do this ride, I think you became even more excited than I. You gave me tips for training, took me on cycling rides, and even semi-scolded me when I hadn’t been on the bike as often as I should have. Throughout it all, you also cheered me on when I was hitting milestones and always had a positive comment. When I crossed that finish line in Quebec City, you were right there beside me keeping your promise - that we cross the finish line together. And it wasn’t just me who you helped. Each and every team member were all made better by your presence – whether it be with your witty (and not so witty) jokes or your team spirit and enthusiasm. So thank you Rob for being you and thank you for your friendship. Through you I have learned what it is to strive for excellence and change.
Terri: Thank you doesn’t begin to cover it. Your belief in me, from the beginning, certainly helped when I started to get scared and nervous. You kept me grounded leading up to the ride and the happiness I felt when I saw your smiling face as you stood at the side of the road cheering us on is something I will always treasure. Your hugs and words of encouragement helped get me through the toughest spots. Thank you for your support and your love.
And to all those wondering, yes I have signed up to do it again next year because in the end, the road I travelled did not defeat me but it just may have defined who I am.
Jill - Rider/Conqueror of the Road to Conquer Cancer
Saturday, 10 August 2013
THE RIDE - DAY 2
4:30 am…that was the time when I opened my
eyes on Sunday morning…4:30 A.M.!!! Rob had mentioned in the weeks leading up
to the ride that I wouldn’t have to worry about oversleeping or sleeping
through any alarm. He said the sounds of
tent zippers opening would start very early and then he proceeded to
demonstrate making the sounds of the zippers.
He was actually quite close to the actual sound and he was quite right! I figured once I got used to the sound I
would still be okay and go back to sleep.
Such was not to be the case. Not
only was it the tents opening up but when people walked by talking in normal
everyday conversation tones I knew that any more chance of sleep was gone.
Getting up I packed my bag, rolled up my
sleeping bag and air mattress and started to get dressed. We had made the pledge that we would wear the
team shirt on the 2nd day as well so I had tried to wash it while
taking a shower the day before.
Figuring it was ok, I went to put it on and recoiled from the smell! Grabbing another t-shirt, I quickly pinned
the team-shirt to the roof of my tent hoping the air would drive the smell
away. Looking over at my other team
mates as they got out of their tents, I was just a little incredulous! “OMG!!”
I said, “Have you smelled your shirts? I
thought I was going to hurl this morning when I went to put mine on!”
Heading to the breakfast area, we got some food and while eating, we talked about the day
ahead. The gates were opening at 7:00 am
and considering it was 6:15 we were going to change our leaving time and shoot
for 7:00 – 7:15 instead of 8:00 am.
Steve & Eric were going to leave in the first group followed by
Angie. Rob, Simon, Steve B, Doug and I
were going to be heading out together and then settle into our own pace. Simon and I had promised to ride together all
day as we both seemed to keep the same riding pace. I quickly texted Terri that we were leaving
so she would know the ETA for Quebec City.
At 7:00 am the gates opened and the first
of the riders set out. Those of our team
members that we could find stood in a circle so Rob could take a picture of our
wrist bands which read “I SUPPORT TEAM H/G 2013”. We hugged and shouted encouragement as the
first of our group set off. Suddenly
realizing that Doug was missing, Rob told Simon and me to head off and they
would catch up with us when they could.
As we coasted on our bikes to the front gate, I passed the organizer
with the microphone and shouted that Team Hope & Gratitude were on their
way. Once again, we got a big “TEAM HOPE
AND GRATITUDE IS ON THEIR WAY! GOOD LUCK
AND RIDE SAFE!” Grinning, I clipped into
my pedals and headed off with Simon.
Biking through the streets of Trois
Rivieres early in the morning without any traffic was heavenly. It was also hot and humid like the day
before. The saving grace this time was
that we would be riding by the water more often than not. Simon and I talked and laughed as we rode
setting our pace at a comfortable 25km/h.
50 minutes later we arrived at
our first pit stop spying some of our team mates either just leaving. Catching
up with Angie, we fueled up on peanut butter, water and Gatorade and then
started off again after about 10 minutes.
It was during the ride between pit stops
that I began to feel a little tired. The
term that bikers use is “bonking”. What
it simply means is that I didn’t fuel up enough to take care of the calories I
was burning up. By the second pit stop
I was actually grabbing little packets of peanut butter and eating it straight
out of the container. Even with grabbing water
and drinking lots I still didn’t fuel up enough.
And this is where Simon became my rock. Heading out again, he let me set the pace but
kept in front of me so I could draft along behind him. Urging me on and then stopping to put some
liquid gel into me (which tastes disgusting by the way) he kept up a steady
stream of chatter – never letting me get to ahead of myself or too far behind
him. Simon was one of the reasons I
made it to the lunch pit stop without keeling over.
As we made our way closer to the lunch pit
stop, all of a sudden Simon yelled out: “OMG!
It’s Terri! And she has a
sign!” Looking up, there was Terri
waving her arms like a maniac and a big sign sitting on a chair that said: CONGRATULATIONS JILL! YOU BIKE FOR LIFE!! PROUD TO BE PART OF TEAM HOPE AND GRATITUDE!! Laughing, I cycled by and once again we
exchanged high fives. I could even see that Simon had perked up a
little upon seeing Terri.
Finally arriving at the lunch pit stop, we
were greeted by our fellow team mates who had been there for awhile. 5 minutes later Terri showed up and greeted
with me with a hug and kiss. It had been
a grueling morning and according to Steve P. the afternoon wouldn’t be any
better. There would be 3 hills that
would test everyone but especially those who weren’t used to steep climbs. Terri looked at me and wondered if I would be
able to complete the journey. She knew
deep down that I was so stubborn that I would keel over before giving up. After
all, how could I? I was completing a
journey that not only included me but all the names I was riding for. After eating some of the lunch and getting
more to drink, I kissed Terri goodbye and with a bear hug she whispered in my
ear, “See you in Quebec City, Shawty!”
With promises to all meet up at the last
pit stop so we could ride in as a team, the other riders left before us. Simon and I pulled out and headed for what
was going to be the grueling part of the ride -
the challenging 3 hills that lay between us and the last pit stop. As we rode, Simon and I kept the same pace we
had kept that morning – about 25km/h.
When we came upon the first hill, we felt good and climbed it with no
issues. In fact it reminded me of the
hill near my house. Not as steep but
certainly a good climb. Continuing our
ride we got in behind some teams and drafted with them so as not to use up all
our energy for the remaining two hills.
As the second hill came into view, Simon and I passed the team we had
been with and maneuvered our way up.
Shouting words of encouragement to each other (well really Simon yelling
and shouting at me) we climbed hill #2.
Getting to the top, we passed someone and as Simon yelled “You did it!”
she answered back, “Yes I did and that better be the end of these
climbs!”. Getting out in front, I shook
my head slightly. I knew that there was
still one hill left and it was going to be a doozy.
The hill in question is in the small town
of Donnacona and as you come around a bend you see it in all it’s glory. It’s big, it’s steep, it’s daunting! To get up the hill, we would need all the
power left in our bodies as well as some extra.
We got a little boost as before we had to go up that hill, we have to
come down a steep one before. Gaining a
little momentum, we geared down and headed up the hill. Simon stayed ahead of me shouting
encouragement as we headed up the monster.
We passed people who had gotten off their bikes and were walking up the
hill. My mantra became “I am not getting
off this bicycle no matter what!” ¾ of
the way up someone biking behind me started to encourage me as well yelling “C’mon Jill push push push! Get up this hill. You can do it! Pedal harder!
Push Push Push!” With her yelling and Simon’s encouragement, I made
it up that hill. The third of 3! I was home free...
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The Monster Hill |
Or so I thought!
As we pedaled into the pit stop – the last
one before the finish line – we met up with our team and received high fives
all around once they realized we had made it up the hills. Simon had casually asked when were we going
to get to the daunting hills and after a moment of silence everyone cracked up
laughing. After a small break, and
ensuring our whole team was together, we headed out for the last 16 kms –
riding as we had started out – together.
Rob cycled beside me and even now as I write this I am thankful.
What I found out soon enough was I may be
finished with the hills, but the hills were not finished with me.
As we rounded a corner, I saw a hill and
moaned. Rob looked at me and told me
that I could do this – I was so close I could taste it. I started up the hill and realized half way
up the hill that I wasn’t going to make it.
Starting to cry and losing my power, I told Rob I couldn’t do it. Edging closer to me on his bike, all he told
me was to keep my legs moving and he then put his hand on my back and literally
pushed me up the hill.
PUSHED ME UP THE HILL!
And that’s how we did the next couple of
hills until the last one. After the
second to last hill, we rounded a corner to a huge descent . It was so amazing to have a moment not to
pedal and to have the wind in my face.
As we made the sharp right turn heading toward the finish line, I saw my
last hill and vowed to do it on my own.
Standing up on my bike, I pedaled furiously and shouted once again “I AM
NOT GETTING OFF THIS BIKE!” I could hear
Rob shouting at me to wait for him to cross the finish line! Successfully reaching the top, Rob appeared
beside me and in his best Elmer Fudd voice said “The Woad I Twavel Shall Not
Defeat Me”. Looking at him I started to
laugh as he repeated it again.
We entered the grounds for the finish line
and headed toward the end. The tears
that had been close at bay once again appeared and began to flow down my face. Rob grabbed my hand and held it high in the
air. He then pointed to the side where
we saw Terri, Jo, Nat, Carolyn, Virginia and Lynn with signs cheering us
on. As we crossed the finish line, our
team name was announced along with our names and congratulating us for
conquering the ride.
Stopping at a spot after the finish line, I
braked and unclipped from my pedals but stayed on the bike. Turning to Rob, I burst into tears and hugged
him. All the training, all the sweat, all
the tears, all the names I rode for, especially Jennifer, culminated in this moment.
I had done it. Even as I sit here and write this now, tears
well up.
Getting off my bike was hard as my thighs
had turned to mush. Turning around I saw
my friends coming toward me clapping and smiling. Terri grabbed me and hugged me hard telling
me she was so proud and that what I had done was just awesome. I looked at both Lynn and Virginia who had
asked me to ride for people and hugged them hard. Jo, Nat & Carolyn hugged me
congratulating me for a job well done.
Kms cycled:234
Funds raised: $10,640
Crossing the finish line with the most amazing people: Priceless
Thank you to my team: Rob Callard, Angie Randall-Coss, Simon Tooley, Steve Pilon, Doug Burns and Steve Burns
Funds raised: $10,640
Crossing the finish line with the most amazing people: Priceless
Thank you to my team: Rob Callard, Angie Randall-Coss, Simon Tooley, Steve Pilon, Doug Burns and Steve Burns
Saturday, 20 July 2013
THE RIDE - DAY 1
The sun had just risen when a small caravan
of cars left the West Island bound for Repentigny and the starting point of our
2 day bike trek to Quebec City. The
organizers had requested we all be there by 7:30 as speeches would be done at
8:00 am and we would all get on the road (hopefully) by 8:30.
I can’t begin to tell you how nervous I was
as well as excited. I was surprised I
had slept as well as I had the night before. Along the
way, we passed other cars headed in the same direction with bicycles on the
top of car roofs – some looking like mine with the name plates attached.
Arriving at the school, we parked and
proceeded to unload our overnight bags, our bikes and all necessary food &
drink for our ride. Dropping our bags
off at the designated trucks, we moved, along with the multitude of others, to
the starting area and found the meeting spot for our team. Now
came the fun part – I had to find my tent assignment. Luckily Rob came with me and we established
that not only was I close by but that I also had my own tent. I also received another shirt from the ride –
the Ambassador shirt. People who have
raised over $10,000 get these. At this
rate, I thought, I wouldn’t have to buy another cycling jersey for a long time
to come!
Team pictures were taken by the various
cameras and phones and quickly posted on Facebook. My favourite picture is one that Terri took
which shows the back of the jersey with all the names I was riding for.
After having a bite to eat and then wanting
to throw up, I was itching to get going.
So many months of training and waiting and it would start soon. I just had to get through the speeches and
then we would be gone. I had been pretty
good about holding it together until they escorted the empty bike to the starting
line and asked for a moment of silence.
The bike commemorated everyone who couldn’t be there but their spirit
was. As the moment of silence went on, I
could feel the tears welling up. Terri
hugged me hard and then suggested I ease up on the crying as everyone around me
had started to well up with tears.
Wiping my tears, she looked at me and said “You can do this! And remember to enjoy every moment!”
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Team Hope & Gratitude 2013 |
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After the speeches were done and hugs were
given by loved ones the moment was upon us.
Watching close to 2000 riders file out past the starting line is very
surreal. Hearing our team name HOPE AND
GRATITUDE over the loudspeakers with a GOOD LUCK thrown in was inspiring and
off we pedaled.
I started off at a good pace with Rob by my
side. He told me to make sure that I
kept an even pace and not start out too fast.
He didn’t want me losing gas before I got to camp at the end of the
day. And the day was going to be hot and
humid. Luckily, the ride for the day was
broken down into 4 legs with cheering stations and pit stops along the way. As
a team, the faster riders went out first and we met up with them at the first
pit stop – about 30 kms away. I still
had lots of water left and was feeling good.
After about a rest time of 5-10 minutes, we teamed up again with everyone
and started out. At some point during
the morning after the 2nd pit stop, our team got separated and I was
riding on my own. I remember thinking that had been one of my
fears – that I would get separated and wouldn’t be able to find anyone for the
rest of the day. It didn’t matter one
bit. We were all riding for the same
cause and in the same direction. I
latched on with a group of 4 and we rode on together quietly. Cycling past the farmland and cornfields
filled me with moments of pure joy. Here
I was, doing something I had set my mind to do.
What an incredible feeling!
As we neared the lunch pit stop, there were
people along the road cheering us with words of BRAVO or KEEP GOING! As I
rounded the bend of one road, there was Terri, smiling and waving her
arms. I had enough time to shout and give
her a high five as I passed by. Pulling into the lunch pit stop, I had enough
time to get my lunch and sit on the grass before she appeared right in front of
me! Getting a big hug was a boost for my
spirits and stamina!
Finishing lunch, the team and I headed back
out and once again we got separated.
Deciding to do what I did in the morning, I latched onto teams and
cycled with them. Keeping up a good
speed and figuring I didn’t need to stop at the last pit stop before the campsite,
I kept going. As I would pass a team
that I had cycled with, I would thank them.
Some hadn’t even known I was behind them.
Hitting the final street before the Day 1
finish line, I ran into Rob. He had
already finished but was coming out to find me because he had made a promise to
me – that we would cross the finish line together. It was great to cross that line with all the
people cheering. What a moment! And in crossing the finish line I had created
a personal best for myself – 4:30:21 for 114 kms! What a feeling!
After a beer and a shower, I was ready for
a nap. Setting up my stuff in my tent, I
took a page from someone across the way and lay down with my feet in the tent
and my head on the grass. Seeing a
picture opportunity, one of the official photographers of the event snapped my picture
while I was laying there.
Trying to catch 40 winks |
Getting some food and then a walk down to
the local bar for a nightcap had me beat by 7:30. Giving up, I said goodnight to my teammates
and went to hit the hay. Knowing that I
still had 120 kms to go the next day was daunting enough but I didn’t want to
be dead tired doing it as well. From
what I could tell, camp settled down for the night around 9:30 pm. Everyone wanted to be in tip top form for the
next day.
Next blog:
Day 2 of The Ride
Friday, 5 July 2013
THE MOMENT IS NOW
280 days to less than 12 hours. That's how much time remains before I get on my bike and ride.
Through these months, I have received so much support - both emotionally and financially. Everyone I have met has cheered for me and urged me on. Family, friends, co-workers as well as people I have met only once or twice have come through with donations.
As I have cycled, I have met many challenges and in the end I believe I have succeeded. Milestones have been met and surpassed! I have laughed and oh how I have cried.
Now that's all behind me.
Tomorrow when I get on my bike, I won't be just riding for Jennifer anymore or the names on my shirt.
I ride for us all.
http://www.conquercancer.ca/site/TR/Events/Montreal2013?px=2645026&pg=personal&fr_id=1451
Through these months, I have received so much support - both emotionally and financially. Everyone I have met has cheered for me and urged me on. Family, friends, co-workers as well as people I have met only once or twice have come through with donations.
As I have cycled, I have met many challenges and in the end I believe I have succeeded. Milestones have been met and surpassed! I have laughed and oh how I have cried.
Now that's all behind me.
Tomorrow when I get on my bike, I won't be just riding for Jennifer anymore or the names on my shirt.
I ride for us all.
If you would like to donate to my ride effort, please click on the link below. I appreciate your help!
Wednesday, 26 June 2013
MILESTONES PART 2
When I started training for this ride, the song that seemed
to play on my iPOD a lot was Melissa Etheridge’s “I RUN FOR LIFE”. It always seemed that when I hit a point in
my ride when I couldn’t pedal another moment, the song would play and give me
inspiration. I would sing along and then when it got to the chorus I would change the words and sing "I BIKE FOR LIFE". I often wondered what I
what do if I saw her perform that song in person.
On Monday night, June 24th, 2013 in Burlington’s Flynn
Theatre I was given that chance.
I cried.
A lot.
From the moment she sang the first words, my heart leaped up
into my throat and my eyes welled up with tears. I sang every note with her and cried the
whole time. I looked at my bracelet that
says F*CK CANCER and my other bracelet that says I SUPPORT TEAM H/G 2013 and
cried. When Melissa said to cheer for
those who survived, I thought of Rob and Stacey and countless others. And when Melissa said to send a prayer to
those that hadn’t, I thought of Jennifer and Margaret and so many others that
had died.
It truly was a moment I will never forget.
Then this morning my phone indicated I had email so I opened it
up to discover that I had hit the $10,000 mark in my fundraising campaign for
my ride during the night. I sat there stunned. It was only in the shower that it really hit
me so I did the thing I normally do.
I cried.
If you would like to donate to my ride effort, please click
on the link below. I appreciate your
help!
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